I have developed a bit of anxiety.
I know it sounds stupid, but wedding planning has been difficult on me.
I am researching and paying for all the wedding stuff. I also am doing it for the honeymoon, after party and I have work on top of that. All the choices, time and money have really gotten to me. A few months ago I would have told you I was totally fine. Well I started having anxiety attacks out of nowhere. My chest would get tight, my breathing would shorten and I would just start crying for no reason. It would last around thirty minutes and was horrible. Sadly I can’t cut anything out that I am doing. I know my attacks will eventually go away once everything is all booked and paid for. For now, I don’t want to suffer. I found online that some people use CBD to treat anxiety. I talked to my doctor about it and he was more than willing to prescribe me medical marijuana. I went through all the stages to get it and now I just need to do that last step. I need to go into the medical dispensary near me and pick up some CBD oil. I found that I can vape the oil for quick relief. Anytime I am feeling my chest get tight, I just need to take a few hits. I hate the idea of requiring something but at least there is no THC in the product. It is not like I will get stoned everyday. It also is just me vaping a plant and not a harmful drug.