Ever since my bestie had our baby, I haven’t been smoking marijuana inside of the house… However, neither one of us easily knows the effect that marijuana can have on a newborn and both of us don’t want to take any chances; my bestie still has not gone back to smoking weed, because she is breastfeeding… I think it’s terrible that she can’t smoke out with me, however I still continue to use medical marijuana.
I have PTSD and tons of anxiety from growing up in an abusive household.
Marijuana helps me think more calmly so I can function like a normal human being. I have been smoking in my vehicle lately, because it’s in the single digits outside. I don’t appreciate smoking marijuana in my car, but it is the only place where I am out of the wind and the frosty temperature. Even if I don’t turn on the car, it is still about 15 or 20 degrees warmer inside of the vehicle. I bundle up with a sweater and a hat and I wear gloves when I am not getting high… The sun also goes down at 5 and it’s 5° outside before I go to bed each night. It’s been easily difficult to keep the house warm. I am thankful that my parents bought us a heating system a week before Winter started. It was a gift when our child was born. My parents were not going to help us out, but they hastily changed their minds when they found out that my bestie was pregnant with their first grandchild. Now they also hastily accept my pot smoking and our relationship.