While it may sound really strange that I’m sort of having relearn how to go about feeding myself, that’s sort of what has happened.
Yet, having and eating disorder for twenty years will do that to a person.
An eating disorder is the very definition of not knowing how to eat. But this is all changing now that I’m treating with medical marijuana. Cannabis products are part of a overall strategy aimed at owning my body issues and moving forward in life. I am a smart, classy woman so it’s hard to admit that I’ve had such a terrible time with body issues. It’s even harder to understand that I’ve almost ruined my health because of it. It all starts with starving yourself and then you go through cycles of binging and purging. Of course your overall health will suffer. I don’t care how smart or independent you are, if you don’t get help it won’t get better. That’s what finally convinced me to get the help I needed with medical marijuana. With the cannabis gummies I use, I’m able to generate an appetite. And it’s this appetite I’m learning all about. For years and years, my appetite was the enemy. Now with the help of cannabis products I’m able to see my appetite as a healthy thing. I can recognize an appetite as something that is a signal for food. And that has to be okay. The medical marijuana also helps me understand and appreciate my body type. This is also so important. I’m thankful that medical marijuana is legal in my state and I’m able to access a cannabis dispensary.