I remember as a young girl having an issue with my moods, then i would get this sensation that washed over me.
I knew instantly I was going to have a awful day, all day long.
I didn’t realize this was an early sign of depression. It flared up in school however was manageable with talking about it to my friends, doing sports plus being involved in school clubs, and after I graduated, joined the workforce plus was on my own, my depression came back with a vengeance. I was at first embarrassed about it! So I am upset all the time, who absolutely cares? I then started to get uneasy when my depression was affecting my relationships with my friends plus family. I also started struggling at work. The best thing I ever did was get a medical cannabis card. I took the extra steps to get it plus it was worth it, however now I rely on medical pot in order to treat my depression. I need to smoke everyday, and my depression is just too awful at this point, however, it is nice having something that perks myself and others up plus keeps myself and others positive. Smoking cannabis is easy too. I just vape with cannabis oil when I need some relief! With a click of a button, I get the taste of something delicious plus I guess so much better. I don’t assume where I would be if my state wasn’t a medical pot state. I am absolutely lucky that I am not required to pop pills enjoy people were 20 years ago.