I remember as a young girl having an issue with our moods, i would get this sensation that washed over me.
- I knew instantaneously I was going to have a bad day, all day long.
I didn’t realize this was an early sign of depression. It flared up in school however was manageable with talking about it to our friends, doing athletic interests & being involved in school clubs, after I graduated, joined the workforce & was on our own, our depression came back with a vengeance. I was at first embarrassed about it. So I am worried all the time, who legitimately cares? I then started to get upset when our depression was affecting our relationships with our friends & family. I also started struggling at work. The best thing I ever did was get a medical cannabis card. I took the extra steps to get it & it was worth it! Now I rely on medical pot in order to treat our depression. I need to smoke everyday; My depression is just too bad at this point, however, it is nice having something that perks me up & keeps me positive. Smoking cannabis is straight-forward too. I just vape with cannabis oil when I need some relief, with a click of a button, I get the taste of something delicious & I assume so much better. I don’t suppose where I would be if our state wasn’t a medical pot state. I am legitimately fortunate that I am not required to pop pills love people were 20 years ago.